Nora

dont set it free...cause it wont come back

Fri, 06 Jul 2007 06:28:33 GMT

alas live journal your lure has been too powerful for me to go another day without posting...or another 71 weeks (according to your watch), but who's counting? you tant me with your "what did you do last summer", or your "have you ever been to a wedding" questions, that are magically supposed to cure my writers block. well, im not answering those ridiculous excuses for blogs. i will tell you that its been quite a roller coaster ride for a couple months. and i dont mean santa cruz boardwalk roller coaster. i mean magic mountain, vomit inducing, blood curdling scream making roller coaster. the kind where i get whiplash and lose my shoe on the way down. i got off the tumultuous carnival ride, and yet i still feel the nausea in my stomach from the g-force and the knot in my throat from screaming. i wake up every day anew, and yet i go to sleep with this pounding in my head like a drum. i feel edgy like i lost my wallet and im worried someone is using my credit card to buy a jumbo jet. i still well up at the slightest familiar word or song. i hear all the kind, compassionate reinforcements..."youre great", "itll pass, you need time", "its not worth it". and the reassurance is effective...momentarily. writing the thoughts down helps...seeing the words on the screen is important. now...how do i fix the images in my head?

Thu, 23 Feb 2006 03:37:22 GMT

19th and lexington, here i come

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 03:58:24 GMT

melina means black, tarry stool. hahahaha poop!!!!!!!! thanks veronica, you rule!

FUCK FACE

Sat, 18 Feb 2006 21:30:47 GMT

my mom is dating the biggest pile of garbage on earth. it is negatively affecting my life so much taht i want to cry. i want to move out of here and never see his coke headed face again. i wish people like him werent alive, but i wish even more that he wasnt in my life. im so angry at him and this whole situation and the worst part is that my mom sides with him. im gonna go drink now.

one with a hundred zeros behind it.

Sat, 21 Jan 2006 01:44:01 GMT

Google rules. Viva la resistance. and also, sergey brin is a hottie. =)

happy new year

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 04:52:54 GMT

Your Birthdate: July 9

You are a born idealist, with more pet causes than you can count.
You prefer be around others, both when working and while relaxing.
Generous and giving, you believe you can change the world one person at a time.
You're open minded and tolerant. People feel like they can tell you anything.

Your strength: Your go-with-the-flow flexibility

Your weakness: Your flair for the over dramatic

Your power color: Pine green

Your power symbol: Circle

Your power month: September

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

the luckiest jew on christmas

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 01:31:29 GMT

happy birthday to jesus! robyn (moiras mom) got ME an IPOD!!!!!!!!!!!! you all can come over and take a listen if youd like, its color, and beautiful!!!!!!!! and moira got me the best shirt ever, its a pig eating a piece of bacon. and im gonna wear it everyday. thanks mcdonalds!!!!!!!!!!! thanks for making a jew feel special for a day =)

cool

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 23:03:08 GMT

You Are A: Duckling!

The cutest of the cute, these baby ducks are often spotted in the spring following closely behind their mother. As a duckling you will grow up quickly, becoming one of the adult ducks seen commonly in ponds and streams. Playful and timid, charming and vulnerable, ducklings are nature's very definition of innocence.

You were almost a: Duck or a Lamb
You are least like a: Groundhog or a Turtle What Cute Animal Are You?

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 02:47:01 GMT

im in alaska, the lodge got struck by lightning so the phone lines are down. moira is here wisiting me. were in town, talkeetna and im sposed to post. dunno what to say, wish you all were here, with some exceptions. miss everyone!!!!! calll me if you want soon, the phones will be up tomorrow. 907-733-8920, thats my rooom #. bye!

"thanks for all the shoes"

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 20:28:12 GMT

my new shoes are here!!! i love them!

theyre awesome! thanks Lauren Ishii!
I leave in 2 days, im stoked. see you all in september! okee gotta go now! byeee!

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 21:13:06 GMT

lol, i had to do this since this site didnt have a review for nini's. heh, gotta represent or something.

http://bayflavor.com/restaurants/overview.aspx?business=19346

for alan

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 03:54:04 GMT

well, al is leaving and im sad. but hes doing good stuff for his life and that makes me happy. everyone wish him luck, and a speedy academic career. its not goodbye al, its hurry the fuck back, asshole! =)

Don't worry about me, I'm gonna make it alright
Got my enemies crossed out in my sight
I take a bad situation gonna make it right
In the shadows of darkness I stand in the light

You see it's our style to keep it true
I've had a bad year, a lot to go through
I've been knocked out, beat down, black and blue
She's not the one coming back for you
She's not the one coming back for you

If I fall back down, you're gonna help me back up again
If I fall back down, you're gonna be my friend

It takes disaster to learn a lesson
You're gonna make it through the darkest night
Some people betray one and cause treason
We're gonna make everything alright

Well the worst of times, now, they don't phase me
Even if I look and act really crazy
I went way down, she betrayed me
Now my vision is no longer hazy

I'm very lucky to have my crew
They stood by me when she flew
I've been knocked out, beat down, black and blue
She's not the one coming back for you
She's not the one coming back for you

If I fall back down, you're gonna help me back up again
If I fall back down, you're gonna be my friend

fuck the telemarketers... repeat

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 01:17:21 GMT

www.donotcall.gov

or call 1-888-382-1222

save yerself some minutes.

wow

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 06:43:19 GMT

so scott peterson got the death penalty. thats fuckin nuts. i dont even know what to say. i never thought it would happen. unfortunately the media is able to capitalize off of it till the wee hours of the morning with juror interviews, predictions about his first hours in quentin, and an onslaught of other case related topics sure to win ratings. the sad part is, people will prolly watch. its those people that rubberneck accidents on the freeway. its those people that vote for more and more reality tv, and its those people that voted for bush. im just rambling cause i dont wanna write my paper. bye!

gone... like kaiser soze

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 22:34:15 GMT

today is monday, yesterday was sunday. yesterday i ran a marathon. since august first ive been training for this momentus event and now its over. i have missed many a weekend of drinking and partying to train and run for myself, and cancer and cancer patients. and now its over. anyone wanna get a beer?

yay!

Mon, 15 Nov 2004 18:48:57 GMT

friday december 3rd... the weakerthans!!!!!! woohoo!

is he getting wiser or just older?

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 22:46:28 GMT

I only caught the tail end of it, but James Hetfield was on NPR's Fresh Air today! It was really good. There was one part where they found an article about how americans were torturing iraqis by making them listen to Metallica and watch barney and sesame street for 24 hours at a time and then interrogate them for information. it was pretty cool. ok bye!

conversations ad delerium

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 06:58:01 GMT

Matzarocket: no answers
odyss3y net: many answers for each individual question
odyss3y net: but we can only guess as to what is right
Matzarocket: no resolution
odyss3y net: theorize and speculate
Matzarocket: what is right?
Matzarocket: what is wrong?
odyss3y net: dedicate, and then hesitate
odyss3y net: till our souls resonate
Matzarocket: masturbate and then recuperate
odyss3y net: and meet our fate
Matzarocket: then commiserate
odyss3y net: penetrate, dialate
Matzarocket: being careful not to strangulate
odyss3y net: extracate and ventilate
Matzarocket: congratulate
odyss3y net: wait..
Matzarocket: its late
odyss3y net: and all of this because of a glycerate
Matzarocket: that i never ate
odyss3y net: its on my tongue, i cannot abate
odyss3y net: my thoughts are flung, i wish i was sedate
Matzarocket: why must we exacerbate
odyss3y net: cooked and prepped, on my dinner plate
Matzarocket: this artifice which ive grown to hate
Matzarocket: my semantics begin to deteriorate
odyss3y net: my disease, they abbreviate
Matzarocket: synthetic harvest it does procreate
odyss3y net: never an answer thats ever immaculate
odyss3y net: so said the magistrate
Matzarocket: and who do i blame? the conglomer-ate
odyss3y net: is what i see the truth? do i hallucinate?
Matzarocket: for this fake bounty i do not salivate
odyss3y net: in fact, i seek to vaccinate
Matzarocket: these multitudes of homogenate
odyss3y net: these weak minded fools around me, they oscillate
odyss3y net: and to me they do not validate
odyss3y net: only that they vacate
Matzarocket: upon death will they vindicate?
Matzarocket: your feelings ever so isolate?
odyss3y net: indeed they do, and i abominate

Wed, 03 Nov 2004 04:28:06 GMT

its election day, or should i say appointing day. its almost over, and then itll be the day after election day. im scerrd, and excited, im hopeful, im cynical, i think i like canada as a backup plan like the rest of the bleeding hearts. i wish for the best, but im preparing for the worst. i think ill have a lil party of my own tomorrow night, or whenever we find out the winner. booze and internet porn, how else should i celebrate or mourn a victory?

thanks alan (both of you)

Thu, 14 Oct 2004 21:57:06 GMT

"If George W. Bush wins the election in November, 2004, and continues to be the president of the United States of America, the whole world will explode in a terrific display of fire and noise followed only by darkness and the screams of a thousand infants crying out for their mothers."

-Alan Blevins

www.johnkerryisadouchebagbutimvotingforhimanyway.com

Tue, 28 Sep 2004 00:06:26 GMT

they asked me to come down and watch the parade
and to march down the street like the duracell bunny
with a wink and a wave from the cavalcade
throwing out candy that looks like money
to people passing by that all seem to be going the other way
said won't you follow me down to the rose parade?
tripped over a dog in a choke-chain collar
people were shouting and pushing and saying
and when i traded a smoke for a food stamp dollar
a ridiculous marching band started playing
and got me singing along with some half-hearted victory song
won't you follow me down to the rose parade?
won't you follow me down to the rose parade?
won't you follow me down to the rose parade?
the trumpet has obviously been drinking
because he's fucking up even the simplest lines
i'd say it's a sight that's quite worth seeing
it's just that everyone's interest is stronger than mine
and when they clean the street i'll be the only shit that's left behind
won't you follow me down to the rose parade?
won't you follow me down to the rose parade?
won't you follow me down to the rose parade?

...or else...

Mon, 23 Aug 2004 06:09:46 GMT

www.indyvoter.org

todd is my friend...

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 18:44:30 GMT

and when he says that he hasnt posted in a while then i know i havent posted in a while either. so heres a post. im posting right now. this is me updating my LJ. here i am, doin a lil update.

heh ok for real. i am pretty happy right now, school starts soon, and im nervous, vacation was stoking, this whole team in training thing is awesome. im doin good.

i think thats it, if anyone has anything to add, feel free! bye guys! =)

germans love david hasselhoff

Thu, 15 Jul 2004 15:58:35 GMT

ok so herrr i am, just got to munich. its great so far, we just checked in 5 minutes ago and heres a puter in th lobby, the keyboard is crazah. the z and y are mixed up so it says qwertz on the board but someone changed it to american board so when i type its correct, its fuckin me up. ok enough about the computer. frankfurt was pretty but also pretty boring. already munich looks like fun and theres stuff in english all over the platz. hahah some german there for ye. um, beer and bratwurst got boring for a sec so we had sushi, adam ate like $70 worth of sushi, it was fuckin pricey, but good. were going to dachau maybe tomorrow, give it up to mah peeps who passed away, reprezenting and stuff. thats all for now, ill c ya in a couple weeks! bye!

that time again eh?

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 05:23:22 GMT

hmmm, update,... update... you know ive been breathing and circulating blood, and trying not to die. its hard to put into words sometimes those feelings that make you wanna get out of bed, or shower, or finally shave your pits. i mean we feel them, and we can identify them when we do feel them. but i cant exactly just stop, and start typing about them. lately, ive been internalizing much of me emotions, not cause theyre bad, but cause i cant seem to put them to words, thus making for a boring LJ and not much to comment on. so yeah, events, hmmm, wine walk was fun just ask my arm. went hiking with alan and it was a great time. you know when you hang with peeps for a good portion of the day, and you break down those walls of courtesy, and well face it sanity, you start getting silly and i think alan is fun when hes silly, but dont expect it to happen often cause it wont, it was a rare moment. what else, ive been going to the gym, oh yeah me and moira went to the beach sunday, and drank beer and made a fire, cause fathers day is the day to drink and pee in the sand right? um im getting closer to going to germany, and im stoked, and my cousins wedding is coming up so thats stoking, and anyhting else i might have forgotten was cool too. thats it i guess, thanks for reading! byebye.